Feel very very blahhhhhh.

It seems I am stuck in a hormonal funk. Nothing feels right. I am vibrating in negative mode which of course attracts more and more and more negativity to me.

Ick.

Ever just want to crawl in bed and pull the covers around you and place a do not disturb for one week sign up. I do, right now. The only thing stopping me is that I dont want to block him out. He's the best.

I guess I need to go get myself out of this funk.

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never underestimate the power of just relaxing into it (no matter how crappy it is)

in the grasping you fail

worrying only makes it worse

just breathe

too much caffeine makes me cranky (and feel weird)

ultimately, people just want to feel loved

i am not as fucked up as i thought by my childhood

trust is freedom...but it doesnt mean being a sucker

i love to love

i love to be loved

my job does not equal my worth

true friends are priceless, and hard to find.

when it's really hard....just believe....just breathe.

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another day.

the zen tarot says to quit trying so hard. quit trying to control. today i am just going to breathe.

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Well, I've fooled with this all day and finally made some progress. I still need to tweak the colors to my liking but its much better than it was.

It definitely speaks of my personality. Pink Leather. ::evil grin::

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after playing around with this for a few hours, i realized that I suck at Css etc.

I think i'll have to sit down and plan out what I really want, then try to figure out how the heck to do it.

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going to be playing around with my format. I am a complete newb to CSS. It may look funky for a while. Buy hey, funky is good right?

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